10.21.2019

Wordslut Feminist Guide


A Cultural History of Feminine Nouns Turned Into Insults 

Wordslut: A Feminist Guide

if i do not hear,  i will not know. if there is no hope, belief, or spark, i will maintain hopefulness, believing and tinder.
If i do not know still,  I will fucking curse all everloved.   If I do not destroy now, What I do not hear is ended.
I will destroy forever which never was, nor never will be mended. 

I realized, but not before *you had gone.
develop  romantic life, ever it pleases
desire to relieve the Past,   destined never to relieve its Future.
endure sadness today, do not speak of unenlightened future tomorrow. 






Looks like it's fucking time FOR fucking TIME!

It seems like I was.

Fucking calm.

Fuck, grow up.


It seems to have been!

It seems to have been!

He seems to have been fucking mean and selfish. 
the Truth said, 'Not tonight.'

'Fuck me on a plane,' half accused but
never convicted of halfing it in her.
again, half-in the bathroom suite, sui generic, carpeted kitchen, too ugly to hide, too-naked, rushes your truth, your gaiety.
Give me some inserts of amphetamine, and lemme hides as "nobody looks at me".
fuck. Tell me!
Who is the man you are so angry with?


Yes, you have been very long and selfish, 
especially for your man who doesn't get fucked!

He stopped being your man who would know you!


Yes, you were shaking. but only apparent as trope, or long con .
Half-rounds, like horrors, are neither the price, 
nor the reason why people move, 
if people move.
moving is not half-bad if its half-bad people who move.
    
But, you separated! 

But yes, kill me, fuck me, may I.

I would be happy to. 
listen kindly and fucking empathy...

Fucking, fucking grow up.

It seems!

Looks like I'm mean and selfish even fucking.

He seems to be!

It seems to have been cruel and selfish.

He seems to have been fucking day by day.

You unhealthy whore.

I would be happy to listen kindly and fucking empathy...

Looks like I was!

He seems to have been very vicious, vicious whore.

It seems to have been!

This seems to be the mean average mean way.

Looks like I was!

He seems to be real and fucking.

Neutral whore.

Fuck, grow up.

Looks like I was!

Looks like I was!

Looks like I was!

It seems to have been!

He seems to have been fucking mean and selfish.

It seems to have been!

Looks like fucking bad people are wrong.

Looks like I was fucking final.

He seems to have been mean ultimate selfish.

It seems like I was the last silence.

He seems to have been fucking first.

Unfinished who're unable to act, 
share limited last action only...
Fucking fucking happy .
 
I love the blue train:
 
its selfish fucking 
tells my Frog Bayou breasts
of its cock and cypress insensitivies
tree-times-a-month monthly.
its wine, the very life.
   faith
below is something which you have never before read, and which, as you will soon see, have not and could not have written...emotional, respectful, responsible, and free from reproach or duty it springs, from the unmuddied wellspring of my clear unreachable ocean floor.
You may read and feel discouraged at its overly florid, inappropriate contextual tonality, but continue...let it inside; where, i promise its eternal timelessness--although uncommon, becomes its subject, befitting few, and singularly, one, whose grandiloquence directs its necessity. 
I only know it exists because it is in your hand. 
urgent
minimal cooperation for benignity on-call ruled out for good of emotional health.
This, however, ruled out, can not wait. 

I respectfully implore expeditious reprieve to current cessation of communication;

as fish may not cut bait, I ask, angler to angler.

I suspect, as deeply my understanding allows, allowing for my previously failed understanding and engagement, or lack thereof, to the serious matters necessary for the previously thought impossible superfluity of organic mining, whose reliance on the redundant sounding unsatisfactory modalities of interpersonal communication, mentioned innumerously,  and further repeatedly warned as contributory, I maintain, still their major accusatory party to this notable setback.

  While I have explored toxicity levels, less manufactured but more consciously ignored from malignant inaction, no less complicit does my discovery, of which, by client, and unlike him, I hereby toothlessly, and sworn free from future beneficiary royalties, inducements, proprietary incentivizations, or other interests, implore, as sworn representative in and about all matters, no waived privileged confidentiality exists, and/or other stipulations from privilege do not exist implicit to and current of this meeting...
head in hands, I ask for forgiveness for the effects, remarkably neutralized by the penitential mandate imposed through  Wisdom and possible nonexempt duty of enforcement, as uncontested, and unaware of the severity and magnitude of the charges proffered, in absentia, but notwithstanding of them, and mindful to their relevant accountability, of which I as sworn amanuensis, hereby, accept responsibility, rejecting its very perception to future deficiency, neither provably postulate here today, nor retroactively probatory for all past misdeeds and insult to you and the body whose enterprise my clients did cause, and for those of which he or I may not be aware. 
My predication, not loyalty, I ask, cognizant of your Right recognized and keenly aware of  your concerns, am I.
I ask for a limited reinstatement from previous imposition of written order produced by yourself of 10 October, 2019, understanding all thereby given and not excluding those not included within, for a temporary, upon deliberation, immediate abstention, regarding all future penalties regarding only the matter at hand, and indemnity from same, as relief for my client's benefit, and in light of my client's continued imposed correctional sentence, as time served, plus, 30 days, from date of agreement and subject to any and all qualification, addendum, revision which you may require, and as per my client's acceptance, shall be from that day forward free from displeasure to both parties, and thereby reliant upon both parties for the future benefit of these, mutually acceptable, granted.
This overwrought catharsis with which we...
I now share  my experience ...

I have maneuvered by myself, aided by an overabundant searchable archive of undeniable evidence as to its legitimacy and  inconsolable regret and disbelieving incomprehension of myself and wonderment that I, as a fully emotionally evolved person, no stranger,  and even current supporter for the importance and essential endowment for and to women's struggle for equality, empowerment, and radical  gender-shifting improvement for themselves which begins with the abolishment of traditional and formerly ingrained generational legacy brought from a patriarchal cause and denial of the sad state of  man/woman equality roles in the past and to their immediate rejection in the present...

... In the first three months of what I considered an emotionally and sexually charged compatibly reciprocal love affair, the likes of which in my experienced I had never known, whose romantic, intellectual and sexual spell I found myself under, whose benefit of circumstance provided a means for me to explore and reappraise critically and with the unenviable perspective of its too-sad failure which I now sought out to understand and correct.

the opportunity to, not so much​,  put closure​, I hate that word, but​ ​fully close and fully reconstruct the unnaturally quick dilapidation of this house, and its  unpleasant​, though sometimes understandable, contribution fraught  with  infinite possibility, frustration, excitement, limitation, practicality, spontaneity, and both our age, and the age we both acted, not from immaturity but from some like-minded, raised by wolves feral wonder we both found each other in ourselves and now in us, together more lupine than human, more pack-minded than lone survivor...I'll stop but you get it. 

i hope you also get the true tenor and seriousness of what I have  discovered; the quest I've begun to find it again, and the care and care I intend to put toward its extrication, restoration and continued  preservation, by me.

Although I'm not short on metaphor, analogy, or love of 'the rule of three,' I am apparently a few roses shy of a Valentine's Day bouquet.

And, while I would never consider flowering appreciation of classic beauty an expression too pedestrian  impediment, as partial presentation among one thousand and one nights of all manner, multiplicity, and eccentricity,

frissonage du puissance sexe

from concubinage to menage, cuckoldry to coprophagy (mes amis, non pour moi, merci, mais, je ne regarde pas pour vous), incorporeal to interspecial, submission to Sade,  bagatelle to diamond symoblically whimsical or potent, or portent, importunity, or disposable amuse bouche, automatically exempt to impart, for you, my exquisite singularity, bed-whetted, never bed-tested, nor broken in, insatiable as it is,

your

penumbrae emanates reverentialy beatific significance,

I,   through  you,  am present; threefold, others impenitently observe:

before, during, and after it come;

to me, more formally, to me, it come,

other admirers diminished intimation, while not less acute shows what they are prepared to see;

mine, never prepared, of experiential, non-idetic recollection, insensate,

piques

from

deprivation.

I am

now

piously

resupplied

offerings,

desire,

and

tongued with voice for you to gain. 

your Will take this lease as article, its promise

your guarantee on delivery, future spoils of its discovery to you as tribute to you,

yours to Conquer,

mine

it to defend, not destroy,

repayment, its provident blessing, both good omen and irreducible faith promise success,

sealed destiny,

rewarded faith,

and

unredoubtable fortune.

Common terms and phrases



probatory - tending to prove a particular proposition or to persuade you of the truth of an allegation; "evidence should only be excluded if its probative value was outweighed by its prejudicial effect"


#bagatelle Love a-la-Mode 1782 Charles Macklin Sir C. Oh! dear madam, don't ask me, it's a very foolish song—a mere bagatelle. Char. Oh! Sir Callaghan, I will admit of no excuse.  

#bagatelle Love a-la-Mode 1782 Charles Macklin 

Sir C. Oh! dear madam, don't ask me, it's a very foolish song—a mere bagatelle. 

 Char. Oh! Sir Callaghan, I will admit of no excuse.

Probatory - definition of probatory by The Free Dictionary



continues to describe a dude in charge of something, like a household or an animal (or a sexual submissive, if we’re talking BDSM). Master can also indicate a person who has conquered a difficult skill, like karate or cooking. Tell me: Is there a wildly entertaining television competition show called MistressChef? No, there is not. (I would definitely watch that, though.)

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